I HATE PEOPLE WHO THINKS IM STUPID! I MEAN WHO DOESNT RITE? GRRR. PLEASE, YOU ARE THE SILLY ONE TO THINK THAT WAY. HAH. FUNNEY.




changing topic: dania. LOOK HOW SHE HAS GROWN..... my love.











obviously the last photo isn't her. she aint that big now. tt's the other brat who keeps wanting me to take pictures of her. hah. and she's always holding the two bears, belonging to me n my sis. didja c the sexy pic of dania? woo. hot huuh.


they came last sat. dania went playing with me around the house. we got to the rocking chair and she started speaking. "ma ma?"with her hands shaking, asking whre granny is. o gosh. i went blank. wad to say? o my sffsjdfnreog. and i just said "nt here." and we walked away. wad she asked never left my mind since then. til now, since im bloggin it. i so wan my father to ged rid of the rocking chair.


grrrr. spent a long time uploading photos. im tired. wad to blog? fhn;asfhu;hfnve;fhe;gfd s e;ijfew8ur3q w38qrjf. i cant wait for fri sat sun. burp. i reli did burp. my sis's burp is so much louder den our whole family, now that she learnt the skill to burp. my mother tot smeone was speaking into a mic wen she burped at my uncle's place. mann. im jealous. i wan tt burp too!


and i miss olddd songssss. remember sunshine by gabriella? come what may is stil my al time favourite.


NITE

Tag Replies
germaine: thanks fer ur concern online and also in skoo, appreciate it. really.
sookchan: i tink ur bf's name's von. hah. i dun hav a pic of you so cant psot. sorry man. hah! and
thanks for being such a nice nice nice friend.
poh: u actually said u miss me slidin off ur bag strap? oooo. ur so gona regret that.
drake: i tink u love OP because you get to learn new things like saying 'films' properly.hah.
yixiu: thanks for concern. im ok!
dickson: argh. im replying al my tags so damn late. i've actually already spoken to you in skoo.
sheng: ok.c!another late tag reply. ok smiles.
sihui: yea man. i did rest well and eat well. thanks fer concern too! and stop meeting ah ma!
serious: are you reli serious? im in veggie and puking and diarrhoea and eating club. diet?hmm.
shaomin: yea im fine. thanks. cant wait to c u on stage! its nex nex week! yay yay yippee!
poh: u again!u said u missed me slidin off ur strap! bag strap i mean. im nt gona ask permission.




HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!
that was on thurs. im late again. ok. went town to celebrate on wed.. had a prank. laughed, esp at innpoh while we were at ichiban. ok no details here. cant b bad to friend u noe. ate cheesecake, erm rather thick and too much. bud anyhow, good attempt in baking, you know who. thanks to innpoh for making me laugh that day. i laughed real hard. and troubles went away that instant. o so nice. it really felt great, since i vomited and almost kept crying without anyone noticing in skoo.


Thurs
went for boring chem lecture. many ponned. then mac. im craving for my set meal now! i love the sausageeggmcmuffin. oman. i wan the egg. the EGG!!!!!! then coffee! eh lets go again! then came results. good. i gave my father a confirmation that im promoted. i gave him a lighter load to carry. im reli glad. budden i know many hu's retainin. sme takin it well, nt so badd. sme r reli sad. i cant do anythn bud console and comfort. i hoped it helps. for pple gave me care n concern last week when i needed help and they really helped me to move on bravely. so now, im givin the help back, to those who are feeling down. for those, really hope to hear frm you soon. give me a msg, a call, a date or anythn. i'll b really happy. and thanks for givin me such nice memories spent in ny this year. and i duno what to say now, for im not meant to be a consellor. im qt a bad one.


Fri
YAY!i swaM! unfortunately, the sky was dark. so i din get a tan. and.. i din get to see dania. BUD, I SWAM!!! hahahahaha. yay man. VANESSA DO NOT PANGSEH ME AGAIN. bud its ok.i did not swim alone. dinner wif family out. pretty nice. its been a looong time since granny went off. happy. real happy. i mean about the dinner of course. dun b silly and think that im happy my granny went off. act its my fault for nt typin properly. hah. forgive me! then we NTUC-ed together. that was a thng we used to do as well, together... as a family. so for today, a day well spent. i needa swim again. mann. i wan a condo. grrrrr. and i wan more ghost whisperer! isnt the show nice? like so damn nice?


ok kinda random bud anyhow, NITE.

hi, im feeeeellliiinnng much better. maybe because im home all day? i feel alrite when im home. bud when im out or in skoo, i really feel terrible. i didnt know sun's event could leave such a huge impact on me, and i never knew my heart could feel such pain. such terrible pain. after all that, i was so weak. mentally. today was physically. i promised myself to really cheer up and be like me from tomorrow onwards. my mind has been flooded with scenes from the past up til sun. i no longer shed tears. its just the pain i feel in my heart. all will be gone soon. bud memories remain. ok. pw on my mind now. no. dinner firz. i tried starvin myself btw and it reli.... argh. i couldnt take it and wenta eat in the end. starving sux. bud it actually made me tink of food rather than other stuff. pretty good way to nt tink about saddening stuff. ok hungry.


bye.

thanks to people who tagged.
manel mel anonymous 4/5?? pamdickson dickson shao vanessa poh joan drake belz huiyen
zihui:ya c u soon!loong loong tme no see really.
joanne:hah.thanks for complimentin me.c u in skoo soon.
thanks to people who meessaged.
esp emmeline vanessa innpoh sookchan serene jingsheng shihao dickson jerlyn gongz huiyi etc.


im happy that she's gone. i bet she's happier now. free from any pain. im gona keep smiling, to let her know im ok. that im fine, although tears may cme occasionally. it's my father's birthday today. as well as barky. so..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY AND BARKY.


sorry to my pw group. i'll do more shit stuff soon k? sorry about op dry run that i wasnt dere. hope it went off well. mr yeo's qt nice now.


my world is full of love. yes it is. thank you.

thank you all for your messages. love. im strong. see u guys soon.

Introducing.....er. i forgot his name, aka sookchan/pearl's bf!




















next up... joan!aka squirdward!














Lastly, INNPOH!!aka sandy.















ok i missed out gary and patrick. i dun have gary photos and as for patrick..... i wouldnt want to show myself. yes. i just want to entertain myself and so i put up the photos.


ok today!...........omg so damn tired in school. bla bla bla. i kept thinking about OP. goodness. i hate it. yeo simply sucks today. wadup wif him saying im blur when he couldnt spot me during morning assembly. omg. such an, ok i dun wish to say that word here. he tot i din cme. o i would b so so so happy nt to c him if i were at hme. i wenta j8 AGAIN! and wenta the same MINI TOON AGAIN! and looked at the same dolls AGAIN! wad dolls? hahahah. disgusting dolls. and i wan that big fluffy dog. bud guess how much it costs. SEVENTY FIVE DOLLARS!!!! WA LAO. grrrr. the salegirl tot i wanted to buy a few days back when i carried it. NO WAY. someone please buy for me. hah. din meet my mum n sis in the end. went bac hme. i was supposed ta go hme early anw. ok i din hav my hse keys. so i went my aunty's hse. she lives one floor above me. i saw granny. she couldnt breathe properly. she couldnt wake up. slping. i went off to aunty's room to slp. omg damn comfy the bed. bud i kept getting woken up by loud voices. they belong to the other aunty and the maid. the 'missy' came to the hse to check on granny. and she yelled too. wa lao. couldnt slp. turned out dey yelled to wake granny up coz she coulnt open her eyes. too tired frm the medicine. morphine. dey r reducing the dosage now. bud, will it be beter? i duno. she din ged to c my face today. bud i kissed her for the longest time ever. i din noe i was kissing fer so long as well, until i actually suddenly realise. i was in my own place with me and her only. yea den i went bac down wen mumi came hme.


i realise i've been neglecting my sister for so many long years, esp this yr. i played UNO with her today and i really talked to her about stuff. about the pain she feels on her back, specifically the spine. then the troubles she feel about that. and ya. wun go into details. im gona make up to her. for being such a horrible n detestful sister. i tot bout how ive been treatin her n i cried last nite. i've been cryin n cryin. argh. n my eyes are reli tired. bud those tears are for her. for granny. for my parents.
my sister brought back this from her shopping trip today! i really thought it was real money at first. OK. ONLY TWO DOLLARS. quite yux rite. bud its big! hah. siao. its nothn really. im just making a big fuss over it. bud i really really lik it! and she gets to keep it. grrr.











i shall start on my OP script now. get it over and done with. and then smile to myself in front of the mirror. as usual. hah.


pple out dere, smile as much as u can! wen u smile, i smile! wen i smile, u beter smile!


nite.

mother and father kissed me today! hahah.


although for my promos, i passed the 2 h2s 1 h1 criteria, i might b retained. dere's still the addition of my mid yrs and test results, which are all U U and more Ussss.


i know when i called my father when i was in j8 with the rest today, telling him i passed, he was happy. he didnt show but i felt it. the happiness. we both felt it. one big load has been taken off him. he's now left with 3 more heavy burdens on his shoulders. i felt really proud of myself. not disappointing my father. not making him cry inside once again. but im really afraid. what if i actually calculated wrongly? and what if overall i didnt pass? the happiness he felt for me today would disappear and turn into sadness, disappointment, anger and so many other feelings. i dun wan him to worry about me, taking into account how many other things he have to worry about. my mother felt the rush too. the rush of happiness. i almost cried when they kissed me. i really really hope i can promote. when i looked at all my marks today, i really wanted to praise GOD so so so much, thank HIM for blessing me. and shouting out "THANK GOD FOR ALL YOUR BLESSINGS." but then i realised i gave up on Christ a few yrs back.or maybe there was a slight faith in me last year. I might change. i might take up the faith again. i'll let my feelings to decide.


my grandma no longer comes down for dinner in her wheelchair, then carried to the rocking chair by my father. the reason being one of her lungs collapsed. o well. breathing difficulties. one lung left. i dun wan to and i really really dun wan to hear her pantings. her heavy pantings when i visit her. i haven visited her although she lives just one storey up above me. TMR i swear. i promise. please wait for me. for 2 days, i cried. o well. nobody noes. and now u noe. and my sister noes. she too feels the pain. the one however, who is suffering most is grandma and followed by my dad. too much burden. for 5 long years. and now, i thought of euthanasia. wth. ok not much of a link. the breast cancer had spead to her lungs area. im nt much of a filial grandchild for i do not even noe my grandma din come down fer dinner until my mother told me. wth hav i been doing. i tink i shld really ged punished for this. i really think a pail of tears wouldnt save me from that sin. i din even tink of visiting her today until my mother told me. i didnt even tink about her when i was in j8 this evening. im just a fucking grandchild leading a loser life. there will be retribution for what i did.


but i swear. tmr. but. im scared. the thought of seeing and hearing her breathe makes me nervous. i wana feel her pain. take away her pain. can i? i asked my father " is her doctor still coming over?" and he replied "no la. what to do.it cant be helped." and i sensed the sadness in him. although he doesnt show it on the outside. dad's birthday is coming. i really hope it'll be a happy one. unfortunately, i have my OP rehearsal on that day. but i'll still give him his present.


u noe, i dun feel like going to school anymore. i just want to live with grandma every single day. seeing her waking up to eat, slp, bathe, slp, eat, slp, eat, slp. many thoughts came to my mind when i think of her these two days. and one scared me the most. the thought of the maid waking up to wake my grandma up and then my grandma didnt react. and the next moment, the doctor came over and all my uncles, aunties,daddy, mummy and my sis gathered upstairs and me? im out. den i get a call. i'll collapse n i dun even noe wad im going to do next. perhaps she lives too long an age. 91. such an old age. so many things she had seen. many a time i wonder if she had seen the ghost guards, coming to bring her away. she isnt a christian. and she doesnt want to. and thus my uncle will never let my auntie to make my grandma a christian. bud they both have the interest of my grandma.


o y m i rambling on and on about my grandma. i'll just keep my mouth shut or rather stop my hands from typing now. sorry for boring you with my sad life.


tmr i swear. tmr.


nite

forgot to reply to my tags.


becky: yes i believed it was shit. OMG U TRAITOR! u noe u just said t08 outing? u tink im in cj? omg.im so hurt.
jer: yes i will stop. u must help me! i muz say wl now. haha.
veepoh: heyman!how are u? haven been tokin to u recently. (OMG!MOTH IN FRONT OF ME!)
tang: i updated 3 posts in a day la! wow.
joanne: i almost died while doing. its now 1:13am. i dun wana go skoo tmr. y am i always c-ing u in skoo?!?!?!
shaomin: wazzup wif walao huuh. didja influence me? KANGKONG!!! u din eat during recess last time? now my skoo oso hav. bud seldom it. i wana eat it wif u guys. kangkong now reminds me of recess gang. hah.

I've finished WR!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahhaha.


I have been tagged by joanne. (grrr. im lazy.)


PART ONE:Just answer the questions. As easy as ABC.


1. how old do you wish you were? 6. the happiest time of my life yet.
2.Where you when 9/11 happened? at home? out?
3. what do you do when vending machines steal your money? kick and hit and turn the handle unless i get my money or the thing i want.
4. do you consider yourself kind? O yes of course.
5. if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? my back.
6. if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be? CZECH!
7. do you know your neighbours? of course. crazy.
8. what do you consider a vacation? shopping/a really beautiful beach/thinking about nothing else other than playing
9. do you follow your horoscope? i was thinking what was my horoscope for 10 secs.
10. would you move for the person you love?erm, depends on the place.
11. are you touchy feely? erm. hahaha. touchy? no. bud i lik to poke.
12. do you believe that opposites attract? YES AND NO. grrr.
13. dream job? able to talk to many different funny people. hmm.
14. favourite tv channels? SCV!!!!
15. favourite place to go on weekends? SCHOOL! ya rite. places other than school.
16. showers or baths? NONE.
17. do you paint your nails? they turn out really ugly.
18. do you trust people easily? yea
19. what are your phobias? insects, spirits, horror shows, death, group work, darkness, loneliness and... the other usual stuff.
20. do you want kids? YAY! im going to adopt. anyone wana do it with me?
21. do you keep a handwritten journal? used to. i grew sick an tired of writing.
22. where would you rather be now? together with grandma
23. who makes you warm and fuzzy? my toy star. no name for it thou.
24. heavy or light sleeper? heavy
25. are you paranoid? for?
26. are you impatient? 60%
27. who can you relate to? mother.friends.
28. how do you feel about interracial couples? wads wrong?
29. have you been burned by love? no, unfortunately.
30. what's your pick-up line? i dun even hav one!
31. what's your main ringtone on your mobile? O. silent. and sometimes vibration. hah.
32. what were you doing at midnight last night? i forgot. tv or book.
33. what did the last text on your mobile say? wa lao. its private la. but it's from a girl.
34. whose bed did you sleep in last night? tze yin's.
35. what colour shirt are you wearing? white. bian tai?
36. most recent movie you watched? o it was long long ago. bud i just wached signs on tv.
37. name three things you have on at all times.my hair my nose my b.
38. what colour are your bedsheets? blue. i dun bother.
39. how much cash do you have right now? erm. less den $60. goodness.
40. what's your favourite part of the chicken?O!my fav qn yet. evrythn!
41. what's your favourite town/city? hmm. nt yet been to one i reli lik.
42. i can't wait till:i adopt a kid! siao.
43. what did you have for dinner last night? CHICKEN, DUCK, rice, soup and i forgot.
44. how tall are you barefoot? wa lao. 161. im supposed to b 163. bud i shrank.
45. do you own a gun?used to. those plastic kind. wad did u think. chey.
46. what do you prefer to drink in the morning? SALIVA.
47. where do you think you'll be in 10 years? i can see myself sitting in an office typing. yux.
48. last thing you ate? GOLDEN MUSHROOM. actually apple. man im hungry.
49. what songs do you sing in the shower? O. those im listening to on the radio while bathing. specifically english.
!50. last thing that made you laugh? distubing my sister.
51. worst injury you ever had? erm. broken elbow. or when someone kicked my eye.
52. does someone have a crush on you? SO MANY! ya rite.
53. what's your favourite candy? jelly beans. go buy fer me.
54. what song do you want played at your funeral? goodness. disgusting qn. wth wld u ask this kinda qn. ok i wan a rock song.


PART TWO:Do the following...


1.Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself. And they've gotta be true.
yux.im lazy. tink urself. wad do u tink bout me. yea den u tel me. thanks!
2. Come up with 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep them in the threshold of believability.

i do not have hair.

i do not lie.

i do not hate my teacher.

i do not hate the amksian guy in my class.

i do not like cucumbers.
3. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.
4. let people guess which the five false ones are!

o sori. i din let u guess. bud u wouldnt want to either rite? yes. o well. then im finally done!
5. Get 5 others to do the same.

ok. i shall name more than 5.

JERLYN SHAOMIN VANESSA CHRISTABEL PAMELA BIJUN XIANY INNPOH JOAN SOOKCHAN YIXIU DICKSON TANNY TANGQIAN.

do it if u want to.im nt forcing u. hah.



goodness. spent a long time on this.omg innpoh juz called. woke my family up. INNPOHHHHH. hahahaha.


NITE

I cried today. I looked at myself and the face i saw was totally red. damn scary. and i bet i'll cry tomorrow too. what to do? just cry. i'll just cry. i hate bad news. more bad news coming up in this year for me. o well, im awaiting them. and i'll face them with a smile, won't i?

i figured this colour is going to be real shitty. or ok. now that i see it, maybe not. haha.


im lazy to post photos!how?furthermore, not many photos. Camera was playing with me the past few days, thus i couldnt take any during the break last week. ahh.


don't you think kangkong just rocks? it's so damn nice. i ate so much that im going to shit out kangkong tmr morning. i'll update on that soon. dreading each and every day to pass as it means it's nearing the day i'll get my results and the oral presentation. wa lao. nandwani and jasmin better be nice to me and ask me simple questions. my back is aching so much now that im so frustrated with sitting down and thinking how am i supposed to sit so that the pain will be relieved. bud apparently, the pai's nt going away, even with the help of the nicenice mintmint powerfulpowerful cream. wads wrong with my back? am i getting old? izit an illness? what did i do? i duno.


i had to check my spine a few yrs ago because smthn happened. i forgot. and my father claims the problem is due to the accumulation of too much shit in my intestine, forcing my spine to become duno wad. CRAZY. i think i believed him. and when my back hurt recently, i once thought that it's due to the shit. grrr. my father's always lying to me. what a man.


PPLE, NY OPEN HSE ON FRI. PLEASE DO NOT COME. I WILL NOT BE THERE.


gosh. anw sookchan cant wait to see a porno site. i tink she just saw. hahahah. how? are your eyes dirty now? hurry go wash!


i neeeeedddaaaa swimmmmmm. met my uncle at my block today. hmm. ok. he doesnt noe ny uni. wa lao.


o yes am i reli saying wa lao like super many times? i think if jerlyn and gongz din purposely wenta count how many i said in a day, i've already said like 50 times in tt day alone. luckily i kept silent durin sme parts. haha. isnt it hot? i hate the weather. actually i dun see a purpose in this post. im just waiting for the written report to be done so i can print. HURRRYYYYY.


alright. NITE.

Alright hello everybody,


i shall speed post now. I wana wach my show on youtube.hah.ok first to all my tags.


innpoh: it's ok now!now so many things i muz say "it's a secret" before tellin you other stuff. ma
fun!hah.


Jingsheng: promos over yes.bud go wad go.dere's stil pw and chi.chey.hah.


dickson: wad r u depressed about?!?!? studies? i noe ur depressed bout uknowhu.woo.so xcitin.


huiyen: siao man u. stm izit? dun pass to me. hmm u'll ged thru j1 dun worry. im worried bout
myself.


Shaomin: o man.i stil haven say sori to u. for not meetin u. i duno if ur angry cause u said whalao
ur msg?hmm.sori.


lesley: pls visit serangoon more often. come to nanyang! hah. c u soon. mayb at ps?


vanessa: dun need show u the blog oredi. told u bout it. gosh. im stil veri scared. hope i'll neva c
tt person ever again. hu noes wad he might b tinkin. and vanessa, u suay person!


christabel: poly? u serious? ok if we both fail go same poly? bud i doubt u will la. cant wait ta go
go poly actually.ahha.


joan: o ya tt hawker woman! siao man. bud she say i guai. hah. coz i din tok. i tink she's damn
idiotic.so i din tok.


pamela: argh. if onli i saw u today at tpy. and if onli dere's kj. im qt bad. sori. haha. my sooonnn!!


o gosh. haven been updatin fer a while huh. i've been doing other stuff like going out, readin book (yes readin book, it's one of my hobbies now.) and waching goong. and now, dere's another new show to wach! 'my boss my hero.' i shal wach one episode now b4 i slp. anw, fer the book im readin now, it's actually my sec 2 reading session book. haha. nt mine actually, somebody stole mine so i hav somebody else's book now. mad. who would wana steal my book.


anw, while me gongz jerlyn were walkin towards the mrt today in town, this girl came up and gave gongz a flyer. obviously she isn't one of those flyer pple. and hu would give flyers later at nite. bud gongz din c and juz took it. for a moment i tot it was funney so i laughed a lil, den i tot, omg, how silly tt girl iz. i felt disgusted, mayb dere's no need fer me ta hav such a big reaction bud i gt so fed up i juz said, "throw away, LAME." i duno if it was loud enuf for her big grp of frenz ta hear bud im sure those two guys walkin behind heard. goodness.. such childish pple. the girl looks familiar thou. if i c her again, i'll.... i'll tink wad ta do then.


went out wif vanessa the previous day. SUAY SIA. VANESSA IS SUAY! NOT ME. hahaha. anw, does anyone call bra underwear?!?! hahahahahhaha. and how do u say novena? noveeena or nove(like the ve in venom)na??? haha. funney day thou. walked in circles in town. town town town. she's lik goin town fer few consecutive days. i tot i was too bud now, i ged to go other places! aha.


i needa swim! im too white. yux. o gosh. two more days to wed. the dreaded dreaded dreaded day. O try typin the word dreaded a few times. it's so fun! u'll noe y wen u type. type fast too. ahah.


shal go wach my show now.


take care pple. hope ta c u al around. in town mayb. hah.


nite.

HEYheyhey.


Xams are OVER!!!!!


Anw, i just realised i can change the font size. OK. Dun go "wa lao!stupid."


I can predict my future. That is, i am going to fail my promos. Most probable, i'll retain, although i want to go poly. hmm. And, i shal cont doing PW so i won't let my grp mates down.


Im really sad now, just like sookchan said "i dun feel happy after promos leh." man, am i feeling that too.


anw,slept for 2 and 1/2 hrs b4 geog test today. ARGh. feeling so so so tired down. went over to sookchan's place to wach princess hours. WA LAO. LEMMI BRING THE VCDS HOME! I HAVE 21 MORE DISCS TO GO!!!!!!!! hahha. Bud i understand your situation. I shal go your hse to wach den. hah.


i tink i shld start writing goodbye cards to evryone i know in NY. woo. IM FREE FER 7 DAYS! ask me out ask me out!


all the best to those still having xams tilllll FRI??!?! gagaghahaha. wa typo. hu laughs lik gagagga. try it. damn disgustin and diff. i've tried laughin like that wif serene b4. eeeew.


I have stories to share. Serangoon is full of weird weird people. People living there or is a fan of that area, do not feel insulted. the weird people are mostly found near the Macs near central. First, there's this woman who is a regular at macs, sitting at a table al alone, lookin o so normal n stuff, stonin... Then.. she takes out a paper n pen and starts writin on it. OK. nothn wrong? wait. she'll then rest herself on the table and cont writin then sit back up and cont writin. She does that for a long period of time, a time longer than when i've finish eaten my Mcspicy. People 'claim' i eat damn slow. The scary thng is she toks and smiles to herself. hmm. Ocassionally, she'll talk to students. ER. she's popular amongst the Mac staff. OK. i think i eavesdrop way too much.


NEXT!a funney man wif hmm weird eyes. i cant be too bad. i did not insult him laaaa. He just walks up to us with his palm facin up and said "c..u...l...e...t". i couldn't imagine the word in my head. so i tot he was spouting nonsense. then he asked wad isit. O....so he isnt really mad. shockingly, we duno how to explain that word. we only know it comes with the word chicken, so it forms the word: chicken cutlet. hahaha. innpoh xplained and he tot it's like a side-dish or ingredient for chicken. omg. haha. Now that i know wad cutlet is, i feel damn stupid. ok it is a slice of meat, esp. of veal, for broiling or frying. That's one meaning of it. MAN am i stupid.


i just received a good news. or maybe not. hah.


saw sme shocking stuff over on the internet bout 1 week ago. o gosh, im so disgusted. How an that guy say such a thng and even thought of that thng... YOU KNOW. argh. pple esp innpoh will noe. apparently she told a few others even thou it's supposed to be a secret!!!!! BUT i din tel her it's a secret. ok. INNPOHHHHHH.


ok im goin off. to find stuff to do. there's still PW and Chi to keep me busy. 'busy' i think.


NITE.