So, sat night as cathleen's was pretty good except that i couldn't watch freedom writers on her lappie or teevo. grr. I spent a bomb after coming home on sun afternoon. Wellll, you seeeee, we went to ecp on sun and overshoot our stop so took another bus back and it was so bloody hot. So, i suggested going to the shop me innpoh and joan went the previous time (BAD CHOICE BAD CHOICE), should had just stuck to the nearer one. got a bike with hole in the centre of the seat. changed bike eventually with cathleen because i was uber nice (her bike's smthn wrong). I checked if the locker's key is still attached to my shorts. Yes, o yes, i will be damn cautious not to lose it! Stopped at the beach. Yes, it's still there. Ahhhhhh, the water... So we went to put feet inside and i kicked the water and some seaweed stuff and cathleen. Sorry, dirtied your clothes. I looked down and OMGGGGGGGG WHERE THE FUCK IS THE KEY!!!!!! In the end, i'm convinced it dropped into the sea and i cannot get it back.

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I was constantly talking to myself inside my head and damn, was i pissed, at so many things i cannot spell out now at this instant. Ok so off i went to tell the uncle and goody well, i have to pay 25 bucks. At the end of the day i borrowed 26 bucks from cathleen and spent all my $$ from my piggy back, about 30 bucks. So i spent 56 bucks in 2 days for dinner, snacks, bike and FINE FOR LOST OF LOCKER KEY.
i wanted to cry damn bad because i was so sick of losing things. But i talked myself out of crying and just think that it won't ever happen again because im gonna let someone else keep all the important stuff for me next time.
EAST COAST PARK IS MY JINX. seriously.
my hp got wet the other time, thanks to cathleen's reminder.


I should perhaps get another new job. disgusting man.

SIHUI: never tell me you got NTU letter! anw, i just got few minutes ago. psychology. hmmm.


EMMELINE: eh horse racing i must check again msg me when your hp can work again.


JOAN: tel me when you get ntu letter. i dunno what i wana take now. crazy.


XIAOYAN: ooo ok link you later! thank you! triple As and i get only 60 bucks from the school, maybe too many pple scoring 3As and above.


JERLYN: is this one of you rare tagging spree? hahah. i tag you but you neh reply so i dun wan tag anymore. but i do read. so update more! include my name more often.


ok, gtg bathe and then CURRY FOR DINNER!!! yipppeee. and i have new romance books fromt eh lib. omg. i ccnt believe i act do read romance. thanks to PS I LOVE YOU.


you now, everytme i think of my grandma and start crying, i cant help but to think of my dad. Wouldn't it be 1 zillion times worse for him?
definitely.

Had i known,
perhaps i shouldn't have gone.
Didn't know i would have felt that.
The familiarity, the scene, the people.
I'm sorry emmeline and jerlyn,
for being such a spoiler today.
sorry.

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Did anyone get anythn from NUS?
ANYONE?
PLEASE TELL ME.

i didn't know a book could make me cry, or i probably have forgotten the last time i cried while reading a book. There's a vague memory though. ok, so i read PS, I Love You and it was uber sweet. i'm gonna watch the movie online now but i doubt it'll be as good as the book. I think i have turned into a romance book fan, o man, reminds me of vanessa. Haha. The other time i went library with her, she just took books which looks girly and nice and sounds romantic? hahaha. sorry for not meeting today. I have a gazillion things i want to do but i can't get my butt off my sofa. For example, start finding job, start meeting up with friends i haven meet since... i dunno when, buy fox clothes, buy more tees, go the racing course, go to jurong east swimming complex ... I have to go back NY and i hope stayover at cathleen's will be good. Cathleen, please be a good host. Have you contacted ali and sookchan already? ok i better msg you now.


i'm still very much involved in the storyline of PS and i could almost feel i was holly at times while reading the book. this is crazy. I cried like mad everytime i read it, ok, over exaggerated. just CRIED. and i felt like i could understand how she was feeling totally. OMG really scary maybe cause i know how it feels losing a loved one. whatever man.


i'm talking about a booK! omg. uber weird. so not me.
emmeline, i was contemplated whether to go to the photoshoot after we talked and i kinda feel like going but i don't like the idea of posing for people whom i dunno. sorry man. I could like imagine us laughin like mad or smthn. and then you'll say, wow you look so chio and i say you look not bad. hahah ok kiddin. i'll pay for photoshoot next time when im ready and we can all have a group photoshoot with the rest. eh go watch horse with me.


i see a flyin spider or a beetle on the wall next to the com. O MAN.
yuck.

super belated but still, i have to put this on my blog.
-happy birthday XIANY and EMMELINE-

hope you seriously enjoyed your bd spent with me.
xiany! i tried shokudo already ahahah.

a lot of photos for emmeline's bd but super lazy to post up. we went jurong east swimming complex and o man the slide was super duper ultimate! lurvvve it. then to shokudo and gelare. played mmchichi game aha, suckers. we all are.

forgot to bring cam for xiany's bd. hey man, hope to see you wear the top soon! do you love it do yoou????

anw SHARON, gimme a msg! i lost your no.