AHA!!! WA LAO. uglyuglyuglyuglyugly!

ok, after more research on what is considered one pool lap - 50m, i'm convinced it's not back and forth unless its a lousy competitive pool. So cathleen, i owe u one buck.

I felt like shit just now.
Realised i relied too much on my dad to drive me around.
If i didn't ask him to fetch me home his car wouldn't have broken down.
They all said no matter what, the car will still break down another time.
But i still think it's partly my fault, no matter what.
I was walking home while my dad settled the car and i totally couldn't hear him shouting for me. Turns out he wanted to borrow my hp. That was bad. With the rain, who could hear. But still, it's partly my fault. I did turn back, but i couldn't see him. I said sorry. And today was like the 'i'm sorry day' for me, because i said sorry to my whole family; i just knew things i had forgotten. Freaking childish of me.
The incident of my dad shouting for me just relates to my grandma incident. Just because of me and my stupid silent mode i couldn't see her for the last time. what shit was that. That's why i always feel like shit. Ya. It's my fault. Curse me.
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Constantine was on just now! 2nd time watching is pretty good, because i kinda forgot about the plot. It's seriously a good movie but Finding Nemo is still top on my list. I think i watched it more than 5 times already and i can still watch again and again and again and just laugh and cry as much AHA.
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I still feel like shit.
wellsssssssss, no such word i know. WELLS.
i wonder if everyone meets with trivial disgusting stuff (for e.g. a worm dropping onto your bag) every single day, causing the day to be a suay day. So won't everyday be suay. Ok, maybe not everyday but i feel most of the days. But most of the suay stuff are pretty funny AHA. Nice friends i have who gives me suayness and embarrassment. Ok, kidding. Now you guys are gonna say "who's the one who embarrass me." Then i'll reply "No i so don't. I'm of a higher class."
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Bull shit.
AHA.
ok see you.

Jolyn is now busy and ignoring me. Are you reading this Bao Nan.
Gurung sent me celine emmeline (o bao nan just replied on msn.) jerlyn and pingsiew an email saying she's bored and asked about us when i already told her so much about me inside her birthday email. I am so angry. KIDDING.
Gotta read Hist. NOW.
Shld i get a life and join a cca?
What did all of you join?
And i realised I din have much of a problem dressing up for school. I think I'm trained to think faster what clothes to wear now. My mum's got to be proud of me. Although she din say it.
And i aso realised my entries' contents have changed.
Or have they not.
I want to get a locker!
Hope we settle it soon. I'm telling you cathleen sookchan and serene, the deadline for you from me is this wed. I repeat, this Wednesday.
ok my eyes are burning.
not from dirty images but from the screen, so see you!