heylo. im gona blog for like one min.
ok here goes.
i got really really happy when i received pamela's mail.
thanks for the bracelet man!
i was kinda shocked when i saw it.
budden, hey, it was qt cool when i look longer.
haha.
hope you get to open ur shopblog next tme!
fri and sat were mad days.
while others were muggin in school,
yea we were surrounded by them,
me innpoh serene were chiongin deco stuff.
how timely.
makes my blood boil.
why the fuck are we doing them?
the prob is not how early we got the task.
i mean march???
when june's xams were comin?
ya so the prob is WHY HAVENT WE STEPPED DOWN?
fucking stupid.
i hate stupid people.
so i attended gp on sat, then did deco with them and met up with emmeline.
speed shopped at the central.
well, she did, not me.
i got pretty blind walking arnd.
took her art photos.
damn a lot.
and came to my hse.
so blah and she went and i tried to find songs online but i got so slpy my head kept bobbing up and down in front of the com.
i couldnt tahan anymore so off i went to slp.
ok lib later.
but hell its rainin!


la nina.

im so tired physically and mentally.
i duno when my ache will ever end.
perhaps its permanent.
parhaps its sme disease.
mentally because i always have to deal with ridiculous insensible immatured people directly and indirectly.
and then i get so mad i perhaps will be on the verge of crying.
then suddenly last night, i missed my grandma so much i started tearin on my bed.
and today as well.
but i can't exactly blame the large no. of old people staying in this area.


i dun understand why he can be so disorganized.
why din he assign work while thinkin sensibly?
is he in the right state of mind/feeling sleepy, as always, in class.
why cant he stop blurtin out words of hurt, rubbish and tries to act funney (when obviously he's not) and big.
i used to think he's nice. that was way long ago.
im angry at how i can get such a friend.
people like that will never get my forgiveness and sympathy.
he sometimes speak without thinking.
"please check before you speak"
i think that would best suit him, although it was what he said to me.
so now, im gona keep repeatin that to him.
if i bother to talk to him.
because of all his actions/words, i regretted joinin the cca so darn much.
regretted makin him as a friend.
embarrassed at the times all of us went out.
because i cant believe i actually did.
time definitely tells all.
how true.


today, i gt super pissed and i walked away without attendin cca.
"what does he being occupied has anythin to do with us?"
cant anyone start cca first?
things are no longer the same before june.
stepping down is a must already.
meeting times, if its urgent, shld b favourable to j2s.
i duno why some people cannot use their brains in certain situations.
maybe open the mouth too big all the dust go into the brain.
aren't mid yrs in june impt?
so march dun need study?
even if there was sme time for us to do, ok, but food and reception stuff only can be done nearer to the date.
main thing, deco.
we're act doing the heavy job.
isn't it the first time decoratin the LT for film fest?
bought materials and idea was rejected?
cant it be words of encouragement and perhaps tell us use materials to improve on idea?
even if not said, we could think of it.
i guess, a bad leader is shown.
then again, j1s?
did the j2 in the cca do so much like us last yr?
o hold on, i rmb the j1s did last yr.
wow.
i duno whats goin on in his brain.
as you've noticed, i kept talkin bout his brain.
because its true of the above.
i dun understan how he can be our class leader and the president of our cca.
perhaps he's the best choice(wait. no. its so obvious.)
perhaps nobody wana be.
working with him is a nightmare.
i pity his friends.

loser.
i was supposed to make a voodoo today.
but i have work to do.
j2s have a lot of work to do.
maybe he shld have shifted workload to j1s earlier.
obviously he is myopic, literally as well.
ok maybe voodoo tmr.
emmeline's makin with me too.
and i duno if he knows there are so many out there who doesn't like him?
hmm.
shld i say?
o i've said.


gosh,
an entry dedicated to a loser.
wastin my time?
man.
could have written so much stuff for my hw.
i hope to get over film fest asap.
which is act a bad thng because i was supposed to anticipate it.
well, all because of smeone.
he's ruined a little part of my life.
and others' lives.
pollutin it.
damn gross.


you needa think more man.
start acting like a man.
shut up when you need to.
brush your teeth.

SHAOMIN: eh ur new blogskin rocks la. looks like me. ok kiddin. i must polish my pool skills asap. or else will rust. hai. eh you bought the new harry potter book yet?


SIMPLE: are you sure you wana kill me?!?!? then you won't have free 'relax' or 'ali baba' tissue to use. but then, you won't have someone sidin off your bag strap. hmmm. you think bout it. hah.


POH: OMG WHY MUST YOU SAY HIS NAME HERE. DAMN YUCKS. NOW I AM GOING TO PUKEEEEE.


JOAN: HOW CAN YOU BOX ME YUN JOON!?!??! koreans nice leh. why dun want. so traditional ah you. hah. niam niam ti ti youh youh. hahahha.


LIMIN: eh nvm i dun wana know more ny pple. haha. ok my email is tzeyin21@hotmail.com. talk to you on msn soon!



One hr later, im startin on my proper entry and im already lazy to type more. let's see. this week's super hectic. it aggravated my aches. there's so much work to do now that it is almost impossible to finish them in one day after a long day at school.


on a happier note, i caught harry yesterday! it was gooooood. the breathtaking sceneries and the sounds are superb, contrary to what many others feel. thats because they've read the book! but then again, emmeline's bro said its good although he read. so, it really good! does anyone like voldemort's nostrils? damn small please. how he dig nose?!?!? nebo club is a funney place. i imagined emmeline going in every fri to play chess and some card game at her favourite table. we were at amk hub and there was this grp of girls playing sme french card game. you know the one whre u have to put the card on your head and then guess whatever u have to. maybe its fun i dunno but its hilarious watchin them. anw, the cleaners and staff at the cinema got to watch harry potter too! they were standin at the back. omgggg. are they supposed to? FREE MOVIE LEH. then i shld get a job at the cinema rite. o yea, the person gave me and emmeline lovers seat. wth. but comfy. so all the lovers were sittin there and then we were like lesbians. wa lao. damn disgustin please. shouldn't go with her. but if i don't, i wun get 4 bucks tik. hah.


i met vanessa before that to pass her her present. only for a while. swim soon okayyy! then i took bus with serene. she dropped at the next stop.


we had supper/dinner at hawker. omg the aunty at the drink stall damn funney. she said "teh siIII" geddit? the si part she went really high and zao sia. in the end i had to giggle then control my laughter to myself, all because i was queuing alone.



just a few hrs ago, i was on the sofa watchin tv and i saw one scene that reminded my sis about rain. so i got reminded of how serene imitated rain's dance move. wa lao. i laughed to myself. im even laughin now. you've gota see her face and body. basically her everything. haha. o man, DUN KILL ME! i took 136 with you leh! and mrt too!


i have 10 film fest tiks to sell. anyone wana go? please do buy from me. o hell im askin a lot of people already and many decline. i mean what am i supposed to do if i can't sell right. and now inno is what i think as threatenin us. if we dun meet xpectations we have to see mr kellet. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. what is this? what the fuck is he gona say to us? "you have to ask people. take initiative." and whatever shit. then i thought, is he gonna be really there? seriously, by doing all these, by messagin all these shit, they are makin me hate inno even more, makin me regret my cca choice even more. then they'll go, "who cares if you hate. you made the choice. " two words, fuck you la. ok three words.


i get really pissed at ridiculous and nonsensical stuff and people will tell me to chill/relax/calm down. after a while i get fine unless i get reminded of them. they are irritatin. but many things im able to tolerate, like certain bitches who don't directly step on my toes.



i don't call someone bitch when i don't mean it. i may call someone disgustin when i don't really actually mean it. disgusting can be in a weird and funney way. or sometimes, the person can seriously be disgustin in a disgustin way. yep.


i think my bp just went up. i caught 'moon dance' today. it was good. it was touching. it was inspiring. some old men are truly worth our respect. o yea, i can't find any nice songs nowadays. so im going back to old ones instead. don't you think rihanna is pretty? at a age of 19, she's super successful. that reminds me of britney spears. o man, my ex-favourite singer. i was sucha a fan that i wanted to order her barbie doll online. Fortunately, my dad refused to pay for me. thanks daddy!



off to the toilet then my hw table/bed.
im still achin.
grr.






"crazy is good. crazy is wonderful. crazy is beautiful. the world needs crazy"

Labels: time is not always money

neeeed to update!!!
i've been busy with school stuff.
man.
ok friday we celebrated cathleen's bd after her art that was about 8 plus.
before that innpoh serene me went bras basah to get sme stuff for cca.
hell, i miss the place when souvenir department wenta get stuff.
did we?
o man. i forgot. hah.
yea i think we did.
ya so anw, we took photos of us shopping as proof that we actually wenta get stuff so noone, NO ONE can accuse us of slackin.
and then me innpoh (serene pangseh) went tpy met up with sookchan and joan.
sookchan chopped place at foodcourt first.
all because she and joan wana watch shou zu!
wa lao!
ahhahahahha.
at first din wana meet me for dinner la.
see what tv did to them.
cathleen came and she had the disgustin medium rare bloody, damn bloody steak.
so yucky.
well done is so much better, please.
innpoh bought a rose form a disgustin florist.
no time talk bout it.
its just disgustin.
just outside the foodcourt atop the ntuc.
rmb ok.
then we din get to play sparklers because of the absence of fire!
o well.
then innpoh thought sookchan had diarrhoea because we waited for her for damn long.
i think im blabberin too much irrelevant stuff.
im short of time.


sat was happy day.
met up with shaomin and christabel.
sorry for bein late!
speakin of late, innpoh and cathleen wanted me to buy a late permit or smthn because i caused negative externality to them.
eeeeyer!
sorry la...... i will be early next time.
eh at least i din pangseh like serene! ahaha.
she's gona kill me.
serene has a funney and disgustin ringtone.
and she had a disgustin invisible pencilcase!
dun kill me!
o yea bout sat.
we went manhattan fish market.
food was little.
i was hungry later.
then off we went to paradiz.
finally, i know how to pronounce that word.
while waitin for our turn to the pool table,
we sat smewhre and took many stupid photos.
ya many ugly photo of tze yin.
because i was sittin in the middle.
and christabel said the middle person will disappear in the photo.
what/!???!?!?!?!?!
but i din. hahaha.
photos up next week!
pool came and and and.... i was damn lousy la.
then this mornin i woke up i kept thinkin of ways to hit the ball.
as in imagine.
and imaginin ways to shoot better.
and then the newspaper today came out steps to achieve a masse.
damn cool.
im gona try next time.
ya rite.
i think i must try jumpball first.
they both took the same bus back and i waited for the snail 131.
and the mp3 went outa batt while waitin.
how disgustin.
and i realise my area's damn nice to take a stroll at at night.


i feel like im rushin thru all my words.
am i?


JOAN: joon nice please. since you say like korean, its even better! then you shall me seow yun joon. how's that man!


POH: eh why so shocked i wear dress. not feminine enough for you in school? then i alter my skirt shorter? and i wear lacy bra outside my uni. can? yuck. next time i wear dress with pants.


LIMIN: not christian! you just know so many ny pple!


GONGZ: o thanks for intendin to call to ask bout my health anw. haven been talkin to you lately gongz. and you haven been updatin your blog! eh but thats good. means your studying riteee???


JERLYN: eh! so long already the sunflower definitely has died. hahha. but it was nice. thanks man. how was academic excellence! you're already muggin so hard. you go for that then you'll mug harder? wa lao. superwoman la.


YIXIU: xiuzyyy. i miss sayin that in the super low voice. dun worry, since you miss "xiuzyyyy" so much i shal say it on mon alrite. please be patient. im not skinny! joon is! you sexy high- pitched-scream girl. hah.


o gosh.
8:54 pm.
gotta finish maths.
then econs tmr and tues.
full paper on wed please.
people!
we must mug hard!
but then, i need motivation.
hmmm.


somebody buy film fest tik from me??

byeee!