Friday, December 01, 2006
im exhausted. still exhausted. after 16 hrs of slp. my body's fuckin pain. fuckin tired. every muscle i move it fuckin hurts. im hme afta 1 and 3/4 day. first up, it was chalet. thanks jeryn and her church for treating me real good. i din bring my cam so no good photos can be put up.
alrite, thurs started with me waking up at 9am. off to church. they played bomberman! hahaha! just like in sr! but sr's bomberman had lesser and bigger sq boxers. praise and worship. im stil not comfortable with that after so many yrs since pri skoo. off with a grp to smeone's hse to do the prawns. stink. one guy dun even noe how to unshell it. i really felt proud of myself.o and the girl's hse has a blue fish which looks really creepy but i love it. funey how so many of them swam away at the speed of lightning when i 'accidentally' scared them. hahaha. hope they don't get heart attack. we carried many many heavy stuff to take a cab. i guess that was how my upper part of my body beame injured. i mean started to ache today. i din realise the things i was carrying were pretty heavy until i feel the shit pain in me when i woke up. i always thinks the heavy stuff i carry are manageable for me. pretty alright. i dunno why i have no idea how heavy they were. why? and when i jogged 8 rounds the track on a date with my father few days ago, i tot i was pretty alrite and felt i could do more. little did i know, my lower part of the body ached the next day, on wednesday; still aching now. so presently, my whole body starting from the neck downwards, is aching. how can my head ache? o act it is possible. headahe. right? why din i think of that. stupid.
so, at the chalet, they started off by playing games. damn caterpillar game. my beige pants got so muddy at the backside. worse still, i was wearing white top. but it was fun. samantha cheated sooo sooo sooo many times can! and jerlyn was damn honest. 'moving' on her butt left right left right. but still, she couldnt move. hahahah. the bad thng is, there were round hard fruits and occasionally, tree roots under our buttocks. ouch. then another game. protecting our grp's slippers/shoes/sandals and snatchin another grp's footwear. my grp had girls sitting on them, to prevent the other grp from taking them. and both grp have water bombs. goodness. there was someone who splashed seawater and i duno who the idiot was. in the end, we were practically lying on the muddy grass protecting the damn slippers. i was lying sideways. so imagine my clothes. and again. i had fun.
tied up with jerlyn around the leg. we went in the toilet together. and no, we din bathe together. i brushed she bathe. in the end we hadta untie, althou we were not supposed to. that was because she couldnt take out her shorts with the string still tied. for your information, there was only this translucent wall between us and the wall is not a door. it took up half the length of the toilet. imagine. we got down to undergarments only. hah. but then again, girls what. i don't really care. one grp had bungalow and the other had terrace. terrace had bbq and so off we went. movies. me jerlyn went swimming pool with our clothes. no guard. cause it's after 9. i was still in muddy clothes. talked. and we slide down with our stings attached! hahaha! it was so damn fun right jerlyn? her butt hurts after that. o and bla bla bla. the other guys went into pool later in the night and the noise i guess wa so loud that it attracted the guard. so they got out and bla bla bla. found out i couldnt take shuttle bus out to mrt the next morning cause it'll too late for me.
i was emofied for a while at bout 3 plus am. i started tinking about granny and i wanted to be alone. jerlyn wouldnt allow. but she din noe i was just tinking about granny. so sme of them went with me walk walk and ended up at poolside. nice pple. but i still pretty much wished to be alone looking at the stars. qt a no. of stars seen, considering we are in spore. tried to slp back at bungalow. perhaps onli 5 mins? couldnt reli fall aslp. went off at 530. walked out aloha loyang with 3 great pple. samantha cherie fiona. thanks guy. jerlyn hurt her leg after she fell because of the stupid string tied. ahahha. we were the last pair that has it on mind you! samantha paid for my cab fare because they thinks its dangerous if i walked out. thanks man. but i really felt like walking. will pay back.
inno on fri. back at skoo with jumper on. jingsheng, thank you so much for calling me bob the builder. i duno and forgot who kept calling me bob the builder after that. o anw, i took 26 stops frm pasir ris to serangoon, courtesy of innpoh. the train ride was... zzzzzzz. filmin was.... bad bad bad. the sun in my eyes. damn. i almost had to go buy lunch alone with the chikopek teacher. BUT luckily, YIXU SAVED ME! omg thank you so damn much good friend. phew. but he spent about 40 bucks treating all of us. im still a lil traumatised. i couldnt talk much to her througout the whole thng coz he can hear. he would turn his head 90 degrees to hear ok. just like how someone eavesdrop. i couldnt really rmb what happened later on. pretty shagged. the tiredness took over me at bout 12pm. i fell aslp for bout 10 mins in the aircon classroom. to dick's hse. i slept maybe for 1 sec. i couldnt slp i duno why, althou i din slp last nite. then to sme park then to sentosa. zomg zomg zomg. headache. i really miss slping then. when i close my eyes my eyeballs will start twitching. i really din felt like talking. i wanted to go home so bad. now i know i cant live one day without slping. my eyebags were horrid. gore. plus, my whole body was like ahhhhh, pain pain pain. carried sme stuff, pretty heavy that day. so tday, the pain was really bad. plus, there were mosquitoes feeding on us. i was standing there like a zombie holding two bags of i duno what heavy stuff is inside. scratch scratch scratch pain pain pain. had no appetite or anythn. felt like vomitin for a moment. felt like lying on the floor for a moment. felt like walking to the sea to lie for a moemnt. so many impossible moments i thought of while almost slping. and i seriously almost fell aslp on innpoh's shoulder while standing. that was bad. i couldnt take it. dickson, that was why i hadta call my mother and then she talked to you. i din explain to you how i felt then and even if i did, i figured you weouldnt let me off. i don't complain to pple how tired i am how sick i am how painful whatever is like someone seeking sympathy so badly. i duno how to tell someone face to face. i can write. but am i suppose to write to someone telling them im so freaking tired or whatever, then expecting them to console me and yada yada?
off i went off frm sentosa. blue line was damn long. i waited so damn long. the bus back to harbourfront was not as long but still long. goodness. took nel. and i really fell aslp. i woke up to find 2 pple staring at me. perhaps they find heads bobbing up and down interesting. so i stared back. HOME SWEET HOME. i planned to slp first but i listened to my mother's golden words. so i wenta bathe. ate. while waching tv, i almost fell aslp. while reading newspaper, i almost fell aslp. while applying pimple cream, i almost fell aslp. at one pt in time, i felt i wasnt me anymore. like on drug. wasnt high. but i duno who am i. i will go mad without slp. no wonder my zodiac's a snake. i seriously needa slp evryday. i feel lousy. why acnt i stay awake for 2 days without slp. lousy me. brushed. slp for the 1st time after 36 hrs without slp.
i woke up with a lil sore throat and slacked till.. im gona slack till nite la. my father's real funney. he puts money in the facaimao, the... erm. fortune cat? is that what u call it? nobody knew till wed and altogether, there was 825 bucks inside. my mother scolded him. she said, no wonder she couldnt win lottery because he wenta put coins in, in addition to her lucky coins she put in for lottery winning purposes. hah. mad pple. ytd nite, he wenta put in again. my mother found out and nagged once again. "what's the diff between putting it in the cat and the bank?" , she asked, dad replied "iyah. diff la. you dunno wan la." huuh? can someone tel me the diff? or maybe he wun spend the money since it's in the facaimao, unlike in the bank acc. izit? maybe i'll go away durin hol, maybe i wun. most prob i wun, im helping daddy save money. the babies are not here today. they went off to langkawi! but its rainy season. im still tired. i think its my body that wants to slp. the longest entry yet. i wonder who has the perseverance to read all this shit. did i talk a lot about how tired i was? hah. pity me. pity me. give me sympathy all kind souls out there. just kiddin. give me a slap, just like what jerlyn tried, to wake me up. actually, she slapped me more than once.
thanks jerlyn, for bringing me. i had a fun and splendid time. thanks to evryone there, even the guy who tried to scare me by putting poohbear near my face. thanks thanks. i wana go walk walk alone at 3am.anyone wana accompany me?
im gona read my book.
cheerio.
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