hey guys. i've got music up on my blog. nelly furtado's all good things come to and end. perhaps changing to 'digits' soon. organizing photos now so please wait! dun tink i can post all photos up because too many and there are also those dating two weeks or more ago. iyah. and i duno what happened to the stuff at my blogs. like the credits and archive. they jsut shifted to the left on its own so now there's like a line across my blog. can u guys see? sickenin. but im gona leave it just as it is. i took new photos of dania. darn cute. but she was emo in the day. jsut like her odler sis. but in the nite she went high like on drugs.

my uncle came and i overheard conversation about cny celebrations. i guess this yr wun be quiet althou grandma is gone. activities are planned. includin bbq. i just hope everyone will have fun on that day and not be sad over grandma. but this yr's gona be special. instead of reunion dinner at my hse we're havin it at uncle's place. dad tot sadness may be evoked. so we're all movin. instead of lively chatterin on that nite at our place with grandma arnd for everyone to talk to, it'll be al quiet. al dark. al empty. i wonder if she'll cme back. will she? i hope she finds her way to uncle's place. im stil nt over her yet. it has been about 4 mths. cryin at nite seems to be a norm for me. forget bout this issue. i'll skip.

i just cant wait for next week. its gona b fun. and i cant wait for my skoo's road run ok. as in run for fun not competitively like my poor friends such as vanessa and emmeline. hah. anw i wana apologize to yixiu. heyman if ur readin this, i still feel bad for not going around looking for u that nite at 'the one'. sorry for not shouting ur name out loud as well. all of us are apologetic. but i couldnt see you arnd when i look back and forth. i duno why i cant get over that incident. perhaps becasue i was lost frm my frenz more than once. and i was really lost. alone in the crowd. and i felt really disappointed. they din cme back for me. rite, off to organize photos again. see u frenz.

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