lovely cute adorable dania. but now im startin to get irritated by her. starting to be as whiney as her sis. ahhh! man i cant stand whiney kids. but when i look at her face i'll just melt. i love her man. dania, please don't make me dislike you. o please please. ok well, her older sis came today with butterfly wings. i mean those fake ones which could be bought at toysrus. and i kept callin her fairy cause initially i din noe those were butterfly wings. then perhaps she got irritated with me so she said "no..im not fairy..." after mins later i saw dots on the wings and i realised its butterfly's. man.

i went to my grandparents' place later. couldnt wach chingay on tv. but nvm i prefer it when im actually there. o ok so.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GONG.

i seriously wish my grandparents will stil be alive when i get married. when i was younger i wished so much that my late granny will be able to attend my wedding if i actually get married. and then she'll take care of my baby if i am able to give birth to one. but now that's impossible. i got reminded of her just a few hours ago while on the road. we passed by this road which i rmbed so darn clearly. my father's car broke down at that road junction while headin hme frm the hospital to visit my mother and my baby sis. so me and grandmother had to get a cab hme first. then i realised although i din really know how to speak teochew i din feel uncomfortable with her. i felt so familiar with her. i mean just like as if she's my mum. im happy when im with her because i know she's actually close to me. a real grandmother i truly feel the bond with. i couldnt feel this kinda bond with my other 2 grandparents. and so after reminded of the past i so wanted to cry but i couldnt. i dun ever want to leave her out of my mind my memory even when i have amnesia or when i become a vegetable. i mean is that possible? wth am i saying. o yes. i have another photo of dania to show. darn cute. and this is darn random.

u noe she saw the cam light and she immediately made that face she has there. ahh! ahhahah. cutecutecute.

o yes. my family went river hongbao. erm few days ago. and i got my cheese sausage yea man. the one from those pasar malam. love it. ok and i have photos. i'll never post all photos i took in the day up. because.. too lazy and.. i just dun feel like oK! hah.

ok im damn tired now. i just saw my eyes. lil reddish. and gettin smaller. plus i took drowsy medicine. i wish i dun have to go skoo on mon tues and fri. because there's gp. i hate it like mad. how many tmes must i say this. i hate it like mad. i actually cant wait for block test becasue there wun be any lessons. march hols seem so far ahead. 2 more weeks of long tirin boring lessons. but i get to see my friends. that's an incentive. hah. love u guys. and i wana see my fellow guides friends. oy recess gang, i wana see u too. and not forgettin my swimming partner vanessa. ok march hols, im comin. pls walk i mean run towards me really quick. becasue i seem to be standin still and i cant move.

things turned out to be negative for that someone i know. hey man. be strong. its gona b long. i hope you'll get used to it and dun be embarrassed about it. please please. i love you and i really hope you'll understand the seriousness of the problem. i hope this problem will not be a larger one at the end of this yr. i'll be here for you no mattter what. always. everyday every min i hope.

my nostrils are damn big. stop starin at it.

goodnite.