i got this from jerlyn's blog.

whenever you do feel burnt out,
it is not because u are,
but rather you are discouraged by the things to do.
so dun ever be in a position where u get discouraged.

true?
initially i thought it true then i again i thought,
what if its truly being burnt out?

i got my papercut today after sucha long time.
im not sadistic ok.
then i got reminded of gongz cutting her finger with my penknife accidentally
omg
bloodyyyyyy
and her blood turned black did it?
well mine didn't gongz
hahaha.

anw new fav song,
FALL OUT BOY!!!
this aint a scene, its an arms race.
man why din they add the 'damn' in that when its in the song hah.
well obviously i know the reason so im being mad.

dragonboat tmr!
i hope to see 'jean's incident' hahaha.
people with menses, BEWARE!
ok that's me.
anw im used to rowing the boat with menses.
i have a thing for menses and boats.
right.
actually i dun wana row competitively,
i wana row for fun.
just our class people.
rowing.
dayong sampan you know.
slow and steady.
ok then surely confirm guaranteed 100% chop last in place.
DON'T CARE LA!

you know, i can just relate myself to someone's blog.
i can just,
see myself.
why is she saying the things that described how i felt.
such a coincidence.
is she my reflection.
is she the inner side of me.
the side i dun show.
somehow,
i admire her.
and im gona tell that person about it at the end of the year haha.
if i remember.

i really miss the babies,
seeing them smetmes reminds me of granny.
there is sme relation.
sme events stuck deep in my head.













granny granny,
where are you when i needa see you
when i needa reassure my self-existence
my purpose of living.
you inspire me to press on
to fight on
to defend
to love
because,
you are my purpose.