Saturday, March 17, 2007
SORRY GONGZSORRY VANESSASORRY JERLYNbut i have to say thank you as well for forgiving me. i'll make it up i promise. thank you especially to jerlyn because i am busy with muggin.Although i tried hard to study i think i failed. actually i am prepared to stay for night studying or maybe get encouraged by kwek to stay back one year. maybe night studying will be good for me.im dead dead.cant wait for thurs please.i din even see the children today.what a dissapointment.i slept at 4am last night. before that i was studying in my air-conditioned room. then something scary happened. i think at about 3am it sounded like someone was trying to open my door. i thought o maybe my mother but it wasn't. i kept staring at the door and so many thoughts, scary ideas came popping to my mind. i was darn scared i swear. then the sound keeps coming on and off on and off.i don't even dare to sleep please. so i waited and waited on my bed until 3 plus. finally my mother came in and she opened the door. she saved my sleep ok. i don't know what the hell was happening and as im typing this im having goosebumps. today i pushed a barbie doll down the table real hard and on purpose. i got damn scared after that because i think i believe that they have spirits. omg this is getting holy. soon after i kept shitting. my stomach got really painful on and off. guess what i even apologised to the barbie doll. now you know im a big darn scaredy cat. so please don't try to scare me. o shit how am i going to survive thru the long night tonite studying. i am so dead. will barbie come after me? eh it isn't funney ok.anyhow, study hard people. it will be all over in 4 days. just FOUR FREAKIN DAYS!BOOOOOok i scared myself in the end.
ya anw,LOVE
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