yesterday, the thought of closing down my blog or rather letting it rot until perhaps december hols came to my mind. i was about to pend down my thoughts yesterday on blogger and when i was about to type the first alphabet i just closed the explorer. how undetermined i am. i am really a damn fickle minded person. that's why sometimes i have problems with fickle minded people like deciding where to go. one person of such would be vanessa. hahahah. hold on. but in the end we'll still make a decision ok. do not look down on us. egs of unfickled minded people will be jerlyn gongz. so the moral of this paragraph is that i will now close down my blog after all.

ok i have to blog about this. and the title of this paragraph shall be bitches. 'bitches'. after shutting down my com ytd to take a nap, this incident kept lingering in my mind, making me so frustrated that i couldn't sleep. i slept so late that when i woke up the sky was so dark. and i haven't even touched any hw. ya anw. it happened during my thursday pe session with some bitch teacher. anw bitch doesn't have to be a female. i din noe what he said bout our class people until innpoh told me during break. OMG I SWEAR I WAS DAMN MAD OK. if i heard that i would question him already im serious. what kinda teacher is HE man. saying such rude and uncivilised comments. doesn't fit to be a teacher at all while basically he's not even a good teacher. not even an average one. i thought i could tolerate him being biased towards some people from the other class but now i couldn't. so hey man, i no longer think i can tolerate you anymore. don't expect me to really listen to what you are saying, maybe just a little bit. or perhaps i'll just pretend to listen. THEN, there's this E___ girl from the other. o how is it not obvious now who she is. STOP KICKING THE BALL SO FAR AWAY AND THEN ACT LIKE YOU'RE COOL AND IT'S FUNNY TO DO SUCH ACTION AND THEN LAUGH LIKE A SICKENING OLD PIECE OF SHIT OLD HAG. play like you're actually playing a real soccer game will you old shit. after kicking the damn ball so far away and so hard you run away and then leave us, my class girls, to go get your stinky feet ball at the left, right front, back of the field? OMG. YOU ARE SUCH A SICK IN THE HEAD HORRENDOUS DISASTROUS FUCKIN BITCH. i totally hate you to the core please. and i think its fate that i keep seeing you around. so everytime i see you i'll think of what you actually did and so i'll never forget that i hate you so much that i can bleed till i die. whatever. so everytime you see me looking at you o please DO NOT THINK YOU"RE PRETTY. because you are not. its because i hate you so much i imagine me pulling your rubber band out so your ponytail come off and punching your tummy till you fly away and ... im tired of talking about you. so anw, i'll just move on.

fianlly the long awaited march hols is here. woohoo. even thou i need to study for the block test coming after the hols, i am still happy. i prefer studying at home, outside, in school, all without going to school early to attend lectures, lessons with a schedule. i hate schedules. i hate going from one class to another when the bell rings. o wait. i think i am sounding like someone omg. hahahha. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. i love school ok. because cathleen innpoh serene sookchan yixiu joan are there. plusplus there's kangkong on certain days. plusplus, there's handicapped toilet for me to use. PLUS! i like walking home listening to.. to wait i cant say. hah.

few more episodes of 'hua yang...' to go. hols, here i come! im gona play. AND study at the same time laaaa. meeting up with people i haven meet for 'ages'.

nitenite.