i am hungry.
I AM HUNGRY.


for many reasons, i just can't stop hating that someone.
i tried so hard.
basket.
from now on, basket's my word.
hah. kiddin.


photos of 30th anniversary later.
it was fun.
and i seriously hate doing sai gang.
although it can be qt funny.
and i really love ICS ok.
izit ok if i join now?


at school, SERENE AND INNPOH STOLE SOMETHING.
don't worry i am not gonna tell anyone you stole a balloon.
i like balloons.
but i don't like bringing them home.
they will either suddenly pop at home, maybe when you're sleeping soundly in the night
or
they will just shrink in size day after day.
or maybe,
they will fly away from you.
i realized yixiu made close contact with mr tharman sha... ok.
lucky girl.
i wana meet him becasue i love his voice.


at the end of the day, we sat somewhere quiet and nice to play games of daidee, joker, 21 pts.
thanks sookchan for teaching us the indian dance.
hah.
omg can't wait to get the videos from her soon.
and then,
a nice picture of me serene sookchan.
well act i duno if its nice but since there's the 3 of us inside, it is definitely beautiful.
wth.
we started acting pregnant with our baby- balloon.
im the most successful one please.


cathleen left without replying my msg.
if you're reading this,
basket la you!
but you're still my smelly melly wolly friend.


i either can't rmb or am too lazy to recall the other happenings.


there's steak tonight.
o yea.


i love my dad's jokes.
i wonder if he knows what g-string stands for.

tag replies:

pamela: hopefully the whole full dick family will turn up at our next meetup. sorry bout today man. but anw match postponed. maybe can meet next week then!

shaomin: wow thanks for listing all our relationships, table partner! and one more, fail-chem-and-get-F9-forever-partner. hah.

huiyen: yes winter solstice. ok i shall support ny although its again mj hah. see you in school. dun bluff bout the referees! i din see them

joan: thanks for tagging. random girls too dao. i love joan. ha. stickman.


LP album coming out on MAY 14! may 14 may 14! may 14 ok!

I WENT SCHOOL ONLY AT 12 THIS FRIDAY.
WHEN SCHOOL ENDED AT 12.
HAH.
BUT SERIOUSLY, I WAS SICK.
I WENT WHEN I FELT BETTER OK.
WHY?
TO PASS CUPCAKES TO DEAR CATHLEEN AND HANG OUT WITH MY RANDOM.

oreo cupcake got stolen.
the nicest looking chocolate got eaten by sookchan.

green man of the dragon house.
do the dance man.

and it even knows how to breakdance please.

weeeee.
look at me.
i love dragon house.
woohoo.

the red man with its silly and funneeeyyyy face.

then came xiuzy.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHAO MIN!!!!!!!!
i love you so so so much ok.


LOOK AT YOU! so pro! i can't even do that.

we played bridge. o yes i finally learnt it. thanks pameeeela.
you did well in xplainin. really good.
me and shaomin the winners.
that cam WAS our prize.

and then these two, the sore losers.

being the sore loser, pameela began taking obscene and disgusting photos of me.

TIME TO BLOGGGG!!!!!

i miss blogging so so so much ok. i think about it day and night day and night as the earth rotates around the sun and there's 12 hrs day 12 hrs night and the poles are flat and there's winter solstice and summer solstice which happens to be on june21 which is a special day i will never forget and all my friends should never forget because it is miss teo's .... shouldn't make it so obvious right. hah. ok nvm.

anw, hectic week.
but somehow, i love.
lets see.
ok so we went lib to celebrate emmeline's birthday on sun.
ya right. what a place right. hah. but there's a reason of course. not so lame to celebrate in a library. jerlyn pangsehed. no one knew how to light the candle with the lighter but in the end tze yin was so brave and she succeeded hah. blew the candles w/o lighting all of them. because the smoke started to spread like really fast in the _____. later fire alarm please. great day. truly hope you'll wear the pink rubber bands ok. i bought it with all my heart with all my love with all my sweat and blood.

i stayed back on monday with the rest in school and it was pretty productive although i seriously forgot what i did. omg. hah. i love i-space. but sadly, they won't be staying back anymore. tues i played volleyball for pe after 1 or 2 years of not touching it. did not stay in school. i think i went home. hmm. OMG I CANT REMEMBER MY WEEEEK. TO THINK PREVIOUSLY I THOUGHT OF SO MUCH THINGS TO WRITE ABOUT LAAAA. o! wed we went to support pingpong girls. damn good. the match was good. and i love wedges ok. with sauce. mannnn. eh does ny have that? omg i want. mannnn! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr. thurs, hmm. ok.... o yes hah. o no wait. gosh. after supporting pingpong off some of us went to sa to support rugby boys. a lot of rah going on. as in noise. hah. and i couldn't stand the other girls on the opp field screaming like sme disgustin people. off i went home thinking i could go find the socccer girls who were playing at FARRER PARK, xiany are you reading this. yes and i went to the wrong field. so i went home. o and thurs was superb. dismissed at 10am. TEN AM. off i went to meet my dear mum for KFC hah. its nice talking to her.

I WATCHED A WALK TO REMEMBER. man, thanks XIUZYYY. im gona watch it again. im like so slow to like the movie only now. yes. ii ammm wols.

and then today, i went mj for soccer match. ny vs nj. good game guys. then was sr vs mj. man. i din noe the score. gotta find out. but i support sr. hah. i even shouted for them ok. plus i sang their school song. thanks to huiyen and sihui for bringing me along to those matches and for being so kind to me seriously, thank you so much. you guys are funney luh.

that's all. this entry's pretty crap. o yes, tag replies.

shaomin: not dumb la! my name's also ty what. tty and ty are the same. but ty is now my sis. hah.

maisie: thanks thanks! hope you do well in your tests too! ok meet soon at novena or peace centre hahaha.

belz: heyman im feeling better already. im really glad i called you that day! ok i'll see you like really soon!

joanne: got over the c for pw long time ago la. on the day i got my results act. hah. its just other stuff thats making me sad. anw thanks for concern smart alec! gimme ur gp brains. cme spread to me. eh why ur blog no more tagboard!

xiany: hah. miss talking to you already! you're welcome.omg you're like so nice to me in your tag. im kinda shocked. i thought you were going to critisize me or smthn hah. wow xiany, what has caused the huge change in you? is it due to my influence? omg. thanks.

im not in the right state of mind now. darn tired. school on sat, yes tmr. alrite. hello and goodbye and goodnight. remember, summer solstice. o yes, i met vanessa today too. nice teeth fren. hah. but i hope it'll be all over soon. it will la! ren ok! and i met peiqi plus yiting. ok ennough tze yin, enough. i want a big cam. and fish lens cam. how? i need money first.

night.

emmeline,

i know i will have somebody to call when i just need to talk to someone.
because you're here.
you know,
you are still my #1 friend in the whole wide world.

and for that i want to thank you for allowing me to do disgusting and funney stuff i will never ever forget. and for letting me become like this..



thank you so much for everything.

stay optimistic as you always are and seriously, you're damn brave because you do the bravest things with me and with you, alone. you're good. don't walk alone. you can call me up so i can join you.

have a happy seiously happy birthday and of course you will when you can see me on this day, 15 april. love you, miss you my dear friend aka leader gang aka bee aka lao xu aka emmeline koh pei seeeeeee.

happy birthday.

today was rather lousy. i feel so useless. so stupid. such a bitch tze yin. such a bitch. regrets. omg. omg. is all i can say. what else tze yin. what else other than omg can you say or do that will help in this situation. now you cant solve it. you'll have to live with it. live with those regrets you've created today.

school was ok. pw:c. whatever. well jerlyn, hope you'll feeling better about your grade now.well, life's like that. so unfair huh. its over. well, you still have me. call me or leave me a msg ok? anw, have fun in camp. overall today, i met vanessa and xiany, had the last gp essay outline presented, received pw results, made trivial and major phone calls, met and heard from many people who are down.

today, i realised i shouldnt complain of how unlucky, how life's bad or stinky till hell for me. because in fact, its not. i've jsut gotta live with life. because today i found out the true meaning of being lucky, being myself. and now when people complains about trivial stuff i get so irritated. i do not know how to say this but just know this, you are so lucky to be studying right now, doing homework and mugging and having a good family. o sissy, as im typing this im getting all moodless and confused at what im saying.

take care my friend. im sorry if i've said or done anything wrong. im sorry after that call you were emotional. im sorry im sorry im sorry and i want so much to care for you but i just do not know how. i do not know why i am so affected maybe because i am just human. i am just sensitive. i am just your friend. maybe i shouldn't have brought it up. maybe you think i should be saying this here.

i... well, life's great. family's great. uber duper great.
i am at a loss of words.
i had goosebumps.
i had tears.
i have regrets and i want them back.
but i cant.
i had anxiety.
i had nervousness.
i had...
i am a bitch.












tze yin is a lousy lousy lousy human. she speaks ironically. her life is full of regrets. and she needs to learn. to learn. please tze yin, wake up. please. i need faith. in?

tag replies

drake: i hope you are taking good care of batman. anw didja see its butt. batman is actually a trans.

cathleen: eh what scandalous videos! there are? dun bluff. i wun fall for any of your smelly smelly slimy tricks you smelly scheming girl. hah.

shaomin: bo ko leng. ahahha. cme to think of it, its still kinda weird ahahh. ok dope. i shall use in my next or next next entry. seeing you soon! o yayy. yay reggae. but 1 to 1 so weird. damn shy please. o anw that ty tag nt for you! hah. ty is my sister. tze ye, tze yin (tty). hah.

tze ye: ask if that's me? which photo? ya me la. hah. you duno meh. i thought you lived with me for more than 10 years already. oy!

darcy: heyman, name's not vege. act funny ah you. ya anw, linked linked. figurelicious.

they made my day.
the happiness i needed so much.
i yearn so much.
i always couldn't catch the last bus hme.
shit 131. slow and just slowww.
let the photos speak for themselves.
or rather for me.