xiany was being disgusting by critisizing my body. i was damn hurt ok. but no i wun turn anorexic. i love my body except for ....

had a change of plan on friday itself. xiany's bd celebration couldn't be held. xiany, all your fault! so i wenta j8 with emmeline. gongz couldnt make it last min because of her husband, the laptop. ok no she's not a com freak. are you?

got my tops. and i thought someone caught us being a kiasu aunties ok but luckily no please.

emmeline's ah gong is so damn cute that i wana be his god grandaughter but he din know what was that so she claimed his era doesnt have such thng. o man, what a pity. really darn cute ok.

so shaomin taught me the meaning of dope. i might use it i might not. its qt wierd. hah. and the way she says bo ko leng (impossible in teochew/hokkien) is pretty darn weird. why like that! i think i say nicer ok. and ok i guess i'll learn reggae after all. learn from you? thanks. and thanks for always complimenting my hair since sec 4 ok. thanks. really. after so many critisisms. like from xiany. hah.

btw i think xiany is jealous of me because she's always saying this and that about me. eh dun jealous la. i be your best friend la. how? wan?

sat was pretty bad. why back out? why? when you promised initially. why not say no in the first place? then maybe our final decision will be not to go and so the host wun have to waste food and feel mad about it. why apologize. so funney when you know that after you apologize we'll still be mad or rather dissapointed, like what yixiu said. does apologizing help? ok maybe it does, to a small teeny weeny extent. im just glad two decided to cme after all. after knowing i was over the moon. even one person makes a difference. gooddness gracious. i can understand seriously. anyhow, since its all over its over. no pt holdin on to the sadness and dissapointment in the past. the party isnt great for us either and for a moment i was thinking would it have been better if we din cme? but since we already promised im glad i went. then again, would it have been better if everyone went? certainly. and on another topic apart from this, some things aren't appreciated by some people. im so hating this person even more and more and its not someone from the random clique. im having more conflicts and anger than ever before. this yr could be a bad yr for me. im gettin mad more often. my hormones are raging. ok kiddin. hah. when i actually saw our effort being abandoned, being left in the dirt soon after we've shown it, i was grossed out. fucked up. she's sucha piece of shit. from now on, avoidance. o jolly good, i think my life will be better this way.

i needa get my napfa over and done with. i better not be sick next tues or i'll have to retake my 2.4. o golly please no. i need food now. gona grab pringles.

o and did i say that my father din mention much about my block test results? o hahhahhah! i failed two and he asked what sub and that's it! just it! nothn more from him. omg. and for a moment just now, i thought my mum wanted to get me tuition. but no. phewwwww. no tuition pls. ok i promise, mummy and daddy, i'll study everyday ok. i'll work hard and then dunno go where. ok? love you. and to my sister who will be readin this, arent you glad there's no tuition this week. but the next, you'll have double. hahahah. told you not to wear the dress with jeans you go wear! never listen to your elder! so rude!

before i end, i'l reply tags.

maisie: of course i rmb you!! ahha. you'll the only pri school fren i still contact with you know! eh you got no more blog?

sihui: you're damn nice by pushing your frenz arnd in school la. you're my role model. ok kiddin. hah. good luck for gp lessons.

sharon: blogskin nice? but i dun like pink. im afraid im getting influence to like pink thou. i saw you in the first row during the concert! blinkin your eyes hahahha. so big wa lao. anw, you add oil too!

jerlyn: i think im discouraging myself. im making myself hate gp. or maybe someone else is. and i seriously cant love studying. omg. eh see you soon ok. calm down, don't get pissed over your friends. hmm, rite, im like saying that to myself as well. hah. thanks for your advice anw. will listen to you, my elder.

that's it.

: > it looks gross, if you get what i mean.