Just to add on, i SUDDENLY realized i could be wrong about someone for the past 2 yrs. The person whom i chose to believe so well could be the asshole. Actually, i think i forced me to believe he was right. There were warnings! omg i feel so stupid. Ya, he's the asshole, ya. definitely, no regrets. The one i thought with the loud mouth was actually not! So the asshole now becomes the one i chose to believe 2 yrs ago. this is maddening! I was told it's a secret from now-asshole and then another heard bout it (i think she heard from now-asshole) and so i asked now-asshole, who was nearby at that time, "can say?????!?!?". Now-asshole: "say la!" !??@?!?@!??@#. f.
........... "I can't believe you trust A and not me!"
but i din even show or say i trust A?!!?
now i geddit.
A Show, just a show.
To influence as many as he can to trust HIM.
great.
i hope the the sky will fall on you.
i could totally relate to rihanna's 'take a bow' right now at this moment.